…st a parent and now a husband so there was no comparison aside from the fact that grief is unique.. I do not know if it gets better but as I write this, it has been just over 4 months and it still hits deep like the day it happened and I keep wondering why I feel this way but then I remember that sometimes grief is the price we pay for loving, and in my case, for loving a gem so hard and deep. I have asked countless questions and as I write this, I am still asking those questions but all my …